London

This is one of the first pictures I took in this crazy city. It's from February 2013.

Life was so different, seems like it was easier.

I took this picture when I was on holiday; the first real holiday with my friends.

Everything was so pretty to me: the lights, the people I didn't even mind the weather or the food.

That was four years ago.

After that magical holiday me and the same friends decided to change our lives and move to the city that never sleeps.

Now is July 2016 and I look at the same city with different eyes.

All the lights, all the people looks different for me, I can't stop complaining about the weather and even the food doesn't taste the same.

But I still don't mind.

It just feel, can I say... weird. And I still can't figure out why I feel like this.

It's the same city, nothing changed the weather is always been s**t and the food not the greatest, maybe it's just me.

I totally love this place and at the same time I hate it.

I love the freedom I can have here. No rules, I decide my life, my future is in my hand.

At the same time I hate all this freedom I need rules and the future scares me.

I have thousand doubts about my life, but when people ask me why I don't come back to the sunny Italy or if, looking back I would do things differently my answer will be always No.

For how much you can hate London she will always surprise you and let you remember how much you love Her.

She keeps doing this to me since 2013.

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